Trying to Lose weight.

Is Hard! I mean hard. I guess i've lost about 1 pound so far. Thank God for that. But I need to lose at least 59 more. I can't believe i've let myself get into this sad a shape :( I've never been what some call skinny I was to active in softball for that. I had muscles and was Fit. I looked great. if I do say so myself. lol. Then after I stopped playing ball and started ttc a baby (Sam) I started to gain weight. slowly but gaining. Clomid and depression helped that alot. I remember I weighed 149 when sam was 2 years old. I'd gained about 60 lbs when I was pregnant with him and kept that extra weight after he was born. Then one day at church my Uncle Kurt asked me to help him move a table in the fellowship hall, i jokenly said " but i'm a girl, i'm not supposed to do stuff like that lol" And then He jokenly said " Oh but your a BIG GIRL" Man that hit me like a ton of bricks. I Was (am) a Big girl. So I started diet pills from the Dr and started working out Everyday. I lost weight big time. I looked So good and felt even better and then we got pregant with shelbie lol. I didn't gain that much weight with her but after she was born and I was home with 2 kiddos all I wanted to do was Eat. And boy did I ever and the weight started creaping back on. And then getting told I have hypothryoidism and it made it even harder to lose the weight. Now i'm trying again. without much success I'd say. I Know what will work with me. Low carb is about the only thing that helps me lose weight but right now with our $$ situation it's hard to buy the food I need for it. Excusses excusses I know. lol. Well gotta go cook supper. Add another pound to me. :(