I'm not taking the job

Well after a Lot of prayer and thinking about it none stop. I've decided Not to take the receptionest job. mainly because Everytime I think about it I get a knot in my stomach. And I keep feeling like this is not what God wants for me to do. It's hard to put in words but this is just how I feel. I know that the Perfect job is out there for me but this is not it. I've worked as a receptionest before and looking back i remember how Stressful and hard it was and how high pressure and stress and I don't want that again. no one is going to understand. Billy will but my mom will Not! Oh well it's not her life. I applied to sub at another school today so that I pray that I will have 2 differant school systems calling me. I'm praying that means more work. I know it'll all work out. God is with me.